Monday, 29 June 2009


i'm so impatient. I want it to skip to friday.
I'm not particularly looking forward to the three and a half train journey to Winchester relying on my shitty ipod and flask. But it's all worth it to see Mark. Plus i love Winchester, i feel a lot more free there than on the island.
I'm so fed up with being home, being nagged that I'm not being as creative as i should be, yadda yadda yadda. Or that i occasionally wake up late, even not bother to look nice. Can't wait to actually be in my new house with the girls and mark! without the constant hovering parents.
mark, mark, mark.
Our relationships getting better by the minute.

I was reading a strange but true fact on msn...
Brain scans show that people who view photos of a beloved experience an activation of the caudate — the part of the brain involving cravings.

Hm? Love as a craving? i can see that.
People who are newly in love produce decreased levels of the hormone serotonin — as low as levels seen in people with obsessive-compulsive disorder. Perhaps that's why it's so easy to feel obsessed when you're smitten.

Err and a kinda gross fact...
A man's beard grows fastest when he anticipates sex.


Much love.
I'm out.

Sunday, 28 June 2009

Monday, 22 June 2009

Self Portrait

Bored. Alone. Monday. Acrylics. Camera = Self Portrait
Those brokenhearted boys shoot you full of arrows. But you cannot save them, honey. You can feed them and love them and hold their heads in your lap and promise them anything you want to promise, but you can't save them.

found it on lily-fox's page. Quite liked it.

Tuesday, 16 June 2009

One Can = Drama

went for a walk around minster village with Danielle drinking relentless (ooh the exciting life i lead.) finished my drink walking down the main road, so i paused for a minute what to do with the can.
1. Lug it round with me all day in my bag
2. throw it in someones front garden
3. hunt around for a public bin
4. Put it in the someones recycling bin that was by my side.

Quite proud of myself i put it in someones recycling bin. All happy i recycled then to my horror the residences who's bin it was came out the house and had a go at me.
Like all friendly people she screamed " OI!" at me, along with hands on her hips. As she stared at me i think she wanted me to take the can out of the bin and be on my way. Shocked and Suddenly pissed off, I accidentally began Thinking out loud.
i said "Oh fine then. Fuck you i should have chucked it at your flower garden!"

Being pissed off i got told off that i recycled/put a can in her bin (ffs) i marched home to tell mother (yes im that mature "mummy D:" lol naw)
Then i realized what i said. Well. LOL

"Fuck you i should have chucked it at your flower garden!"

Danielle was asking me what i meant. I actually meant her front garden. Out side her house. tisk.

Monday, 15 June 2009

rock bottom

i feel like i will be sick im so nervous. i'm so upset about whats happen i feel like i could cry any moment yet it isn't happening to me. how could you hurt someone i love and look up to so much?

Thursday, 11 June 2009

Hug me

I'm Loving these

Super Dickery!

Well you don't see that in the films.
What seems to scare me is the grin on both of their


"Don't get gay!"
I mean what the hell. lol.
Robin just got owned

Worst Hero Ever.

Looking threw these ironic comic pictures a small part of me wants to shout "they're innocent D: !!!!" yet There is no denying there guilty of the smut.
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